We got home from Vegas last night, and I have to be honest, I was pretty homesick! I've never gotten homesick before when John and I have gone away, so it was kind of strange. ESPECIALLY since today is my 4th chemo treatment and home respresents THAT!
But I discovered that home also represents SO MUCH MORE. There is no other place that makes me feel so loved and safe.
I missed my girls so much, including the dogs. And I really just wanted to get back.
We had fun, but I really couldn't help but feeling, there's no place like home. And for someone from an a very abusive home who never had a sense of home, that really means so much to me.
God blessed me beyond measure when he brought me to John 7 years ago, and allowed me to be Mom to these amazing girls. God IS good ALL the time, and I couldn't make it without Him or my family.
And my friends are pretty amazing, too! :)
John has gotten VERY into watching The World Series of Poker on TV and LOVES it and has been dying to play. He signed up for a tournament in Vegas for $50.00, which gave him and everyone else $2500.00 in chips. It was HIS FIRST TIME playing!
He played with very experienced players, some of whom you could tell did this everyday. Well, he impressed the heck out of me. He came in 5th out of 21 players, and in his second tourny he came in THIRD out of 18. Most of the players were the same, were freakin' GOOD.
He has a real knack for poker, it's neat to watch. John is a man of VERY few words. He's soft spoken most of the time and shy. Those qualities really came in handy because he didn't say much (mostly because he was shy with 10 strangers at his table, but it gave him an air of myster, which really worked. He wore sunglasses, too.
I was so proud of him, and loved seeing him play. That was the highlight of my trip.
Things I'm grateful for today:
GOD
My family, including my two puppers.
My desire to write, which doesn't happen often, lately.
My friends.
Chemotherapy, as much as I DREAD going today, it's curing me and THAT is priceless.
Life.
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Michele,
Awww, I just love the way you discribe the importance of home. I feel the same way about my home (for other reasons of course) so I relate very much to what you said.
I can just see John playing poker now. Wow! 5th out of 21 on his first try is so great!
Hugs to you on your chemo day. You're probably almost done or even and on your way home by now. Sending good vibes out to you and hopefully, you're enjoying a little Benadryl high.
Hugs,
Kim
Michele,
You're getting big (((hugs))) from me today. I know you're probably not in a very good place physically right now, but I have to tell you how much I admire you. Your strength and determination are really an inspiration to me!
Rest and be well. We'll be here waiting for your return!
Hugs and prayers for you,
dee
hi michele,
i can relate to what you wrote about the importance of home. i too grew up in an abusive home and i value my home today.
im glad you have a home and family today, and may g-d grant you health and peace.
love gc
Hey Girl!
I miss you. Where are you? I'm getting worried. Please post soon.
(((((((((Michele)))))))))))
More hugs,
Kim
Missin your blog, Michele.
Hope all is well.
Know that I am thinking of you often, praying for you daily, and wishing you all the best~!
luv n stuff!
dee
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